-毕兹卡欢庆会-

编号57，第三届乐浪，也是我的第三次独奏赛，嘻嘻。
5月报名，到现在还没过完整首曲子，还没背谱，嘻嘻完蛋。
不过今天的斗志来了。六月整个假期要来了，要准备了。
来介绍这次我的参赛曲子。

-毕兹卡欢庆会

-MIss out Sudirman-

you know the feeling when you've booked the ticket and ready to wake up early,
and lastly when u wake up, you realize you got sick!!
speechless..
but the feeling is truely bad, dizzy,nausea,sweating and cnt even walk properly..
recover soon please.
sigh.
china vs indonesia
korea vs germany
siennnnnnn.

-A week after GE-

a month of  politic enthusiasm,a week after GE,
i've no power to change the results.
Being pacaba im so proud of myself and the others pacaba who'd been working hard together,
leading to the election'safety' in gelang patah and the winning of Kit Siang uncle
undoubtedly it's indeed the experience no much people can experience in dewanraya,
waiting for the arrival of boxes and winners with few partners.
you know rumors are just too terrifying once spreading in fb,
the information are just too exaggerated compared to what i've seen just in front of me.
the counting works are really time consuming,that's why a lot of ballots boxes reached dewanraya very late.
now i know people like surmising simply and blindly, and misunderstanding all the spr and pacabas.
So far, i know pacabas in gelang patah did very well and collected all the copies of borang14.
Borang 14 is not really familiar to each of everyone except pacabas and spr people.
it's importance is once we got the copy,the results are fixed and wont be changed mo matter the ballots are added or changed by anyone,because the final results which is key in into the system and showing via projector screen is according to the real  borang 14 carried by ktm.
i just wonder other state facing a lot of such problems like, some school without pacabas? different numbers between  borang 14 and its copy( changed by ktm?) all these must be investigated.
however, i think it comes to the end...
and  just wait for 5 more yrs.
and the main influence,constituency.will be rearranged, due to the gerrymandering system.
it has been the front page of newspaper in every countries these few days.
and now everyone in the world know us . good chance for promoting out country.

reading,learning and experiencing,
being smart to help our country tomorrow.


http://www.economist.com/news/leaders/21577390-after-tainted-election-victory-najib-razak-needs-show-his-reformist-mettle-dangerous


* BORING SATURDAY.

-No change,no future-

Only way to gain better future,

is CHANGE.

i fear what would be happened if our country were still governed by all those SCUMBAG.

system and culture of corruption will be kept spreading.

Think ans vote wisely,all Malaysian, no matter which races you're,

what we want is not only verbal 1malaysia, 

we need your action.

5/5 - the big day for all malaysians.

-21st-

21st, a stride of my life.

key to unlock the door of next checkpoint.
somebody ask me, what crazy things u have done for past 21 yrs?
erm..those were not really crazy...
but,heaps of crazier things awaits me to be created.

she's the one blowing candle at the same day with me.lasting 311.

she and she are the alway buddies.

and, she's just too important to me.

-cny eve-

chinese new yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
a day before returning i never sleep just for completing my final board,the most reluctant works ever.
im not excellent in drawing board,fuck.
meet u,the most 'thirsting' matter.
it's still an uncertainty for you.
it seems close,yet distant. ya,distant.
u've too much of apprehension or...misgiving.
for you,that's sentiment.
as what you are, as what you think,
as yourself.
2moro muar,then langkawi.
relaxing myself on beach, beach, beach!!!

-5 days-

5 days of holidays,
being occupied by her, met her nearly every day here,
pityingly she sick since few days ago,
first day,first meeting after a month.hope you like my silly action and herbal tea.
sec day,first lunch after a month.totally ignore the nice pizza,it's really a good restaurant,macoporlo kitchen.
was worrying about her leg,hopefully getting well soon.
third day, first time i try the strange bean,haha,you're cute when biting it. first time,you feel it.
forth day, tiramisu night, freaking greentea tiramisu, candles.
a real man respects his girl and protects her.
fifth day, eyes on you, every single second, i'll never forget what you've told me. and thanks for our photos.
2 weeks after today,would it still last,i wonder.

you're lovely.

-10-

few days after,
sitting on sofa,blogging in a my dark living room,
it's kinda....romantic==
these few days,
a stupid presentation drawing,i just gt 3 out of 10,it spoils my mood exactly.
im afraid i cnt get the tuition fee discount,for me,i just wanna use it for travelling,arhhh
archi.history will be having a trip to sarawak probably.
always struggling on design, last project of this sem,a portable,movable shelter,to fill in a person.
have to waste so much money again to buy all materials, and lastly the most important part, presentation board. judges were just simply taking a look on it or even terribly they dont bother about how's your design and keep censuring you and your board,'what kind of board is this?' ...
life is always not under our expectation.

Enjoying chating with somebody until 1.30.
and, ya,a lovely webcam tonight. haha.
when someone put so much of cares on the thing you gave her,even it's small,and she carries it every day and night.how's your feeling. great,and....getting deeper,haha.
llife is always touched by someone  ,hopefully you're touched by me tooooo.

night.
friday again.

-4th-

my china friend aka ex-roommate,i didnt expect he can do any good favor to me since he likes smoking,carlsberg,online game every day though i've been here for 2 months,BUT,thankful to his consideration like giving me fine wardrobe,bottom bed,automatically switch off light and sound when i sleep,talking with me in good manner,dint angry of me closing and open door frequently every morning and night,haha,use his washing machine,changing light tube,and lastly he left his speaker here,haha,too heavy for him to bring back to china,so,yea,im lucky i think, he is GONGJUN. surely i will visit him not now.
the starting 4 days of 2013, did i manage to think and handle everything in brand new 2013 and 21st ' ways?
did i plan and decide as well as determine something rationally or depending mood like the pasts?
im still wondering ...im still working myself up..and im still learning and doing..
2011 to 2012,the word 'change' always be kept in my stubborn and ego mind until 2013.keep it on.i think one day i will truely and definitely realize the true meaning of 'change'.
201314,have you told ur beloved? i havent. it's not a suitable numbering i should say. there's still a bridge.Passing it ,time's needed.
First futsal game in 2013 just now,freaking qio.
you know,everybody pursue his/her dream using their own ways.I used to think of all kind of stupid things to fulfill my 'what should i do in the year' list. I was just too young when thinking all of them,but im just too old when i think that all those are childish and wont be happened in such a shameful ways. wtf,im still young, aint i??? so,apologize to those who're ridiculed by me that always doing childish matter,u have your own thoughts. I used to not be a person who like to judge others,didnt i? so,still the same,live for yourself,live your life,but not to be selfish,sometimes,i think occasional selfishness is still with me.trying to throw it out.
Midnight blogging are always irrational and emotional and unacceptable.
awaiting Les Miserable tomorrow, my anne hathaway.
and somehow i think that....1 month and 5 days of waiting is just too long. i cnt wait. u know,time's always the key factor of everything's changes.ya,TIME!!!
let nature takes its course? this's always the way i can be so optimistic in my life,yet, initiative is indispensable.
yea,goodnight,
im enjoyed in blogging under a desk lamp,blowing in of wind from windows in front of my desk,light off (off  automatically,electrical problem ==) if fortunately i cn stay here for 3 yrs, life's indeed great.

-2013前夕-

2012之照~
帮我拍这张照的人很了不起~

年头说到年尾
成功当上国光的临教，教早上班，5K
我爱教，爱说话，爱和学生沟通，
可是我其实不是适合老师的生活的人，我不喜欢在学校的感觉
半年的'教书生涯'其实过得不是普通的快。真的。
每天来回，吃饭，webcam，睡觉，就酱。
我不善于和学校里的老师沟通是真的。
2月去泰国bangkok。
3月成绩出,我没有人家喜悦和悲伤,我还感到侥幸,我很像没有其他人努力.
drumset和画画，谢谢两位老师。
4月，下午班，2J , 教的时候很无奈和生气,回想起却非常有趣。
你们都很可爱，老师说对不起呀如果有打骂你们。
教书教到6月结束。
6月再去槟城，我相信那是我一辈子都不会忘记的曾经。很快乐。对吧？
当了半年的老师，后几个月还是老师。补习老师。
家教，补习中心，教琴。我不会忘记那班创价的学生。
我在那里教得很开心，1年的时间，你们很棒。
7月大学出,我中ump,environmental tech,不是我想要的读来干嘛。
我从小就要读archi,可是别人从小由如此的志愿,就会很拼命的努力.
我没有。
8月,和jun两个人10天背包sabah，大自然的魅力，要考潜水执照。嗯快了。
旅行永远都是人生奋斗的目标
嗯，持续了两三年，结束了，是我的错。
9月，每个人进本地大学了，我呢，还在教书，赚的钱呢？我也不懂。。
10月，张副校长，感谢你，在国光，很清醒有她
月尾，开始上课。我读我爱的东西。没有人懂我读的学校是哪间，
可是我懂这里的archi其实不简单。不好小看。不输人。
学校upgrade成uni，我觉得我很幸运。
每天都在画~功课其实刚刚好,就是last minute才有动力.哈。
12月,演奏会，赶上赶下不后悔。一份挂念，我心里有数。
是那种感觉，没错。
对的人还是错的人呢  感觉性格兴趣相处很对 哪里错
执着下去，失败也值得。
我一直相信只要是真心地为人付出，叫舍得，不亏欠自己。
继续加油吧。
31号，一直画一直画，
电话一起倒数，呵呵。
我说我会加油，只怕你一口拒绝。
明天新一天，新一年！

21岁不简单！

so long i've never been so whole-heartedly preparing something for anybody,until i meet you.
Seriously.
But, sigh.
do i need to continue?
im always not a smart person in love.

while doing a lot of course works in these busy days,
after a rush concert, go and back very quickly,
albeit i wish i could go back again soon,
there's no more spare time ,
it's now onward only passions happening in my days,
not only my academic,you're my passion as well.
such a long-lost feeling, don't miss it, i tell myself.

-Animal-

Animal in lines and geometric.
assignment of architecture communication.

-Bird's View-

the first assignment i've done in my first semester in studio design.
you may be saying that all these lines aren't related to architecture and building.
But what i can say is,they are closely linked with buildings,due to the all sorts of geometric patterns,all the buildings are in geometrical shape.
The title of this drawing is,bird's view.
By using your own imagination thinking that you're a bird or can be even an eagle,looking downward,upper apex of all the building and structure can be seen through your(bird's)eyes.
There are communication tower,round building like colloseum,factories,mountains,residential area with chimneys,vineyard,paddy field,oil palms plantation,highway with roundabout and different street light and rivers.
The five principles i used for this work,radial,centralized,repeatation,symmetry and axis.

-Lines-

Lines,the basic,
ain't easy and simple as what i've seen,
it's forsooth hard and dizzling when asked to draw without dirt neatly,
different kind of lines,
different thickness of lines,
must be uniform,
the first assignment,lines nt more than 2mm of distances,
once erased,there'll be a mark,no choice,redraw and redraw.
i admit i'm a patient guy,
going through these works,my patience has indeed been multiplied.
you know,
i enjoy it,
enjoy making myself doing things concentratedly (is this adverbs correct?)
how great and glad i can focus on something without any distracting thoughts(positive pls)
Being single,
isn't a bad thing.
not consolation,yet Truth.