-5 days-

5 days of holidays,
being occupied by her, met her nearly every day here,
pityingly she sick since few days ago,
first day,first meeting after a month.hope you like my silly action and herbal tea.
sec day,first lunch after a month.totally ignore the nice pizza,it's really a good restaurant,macoporlo kitchen.
was worrying about her leg,hopefully getting well soon.
third day, first time i try the strange bean,haha,you're cute when biting it. first time,you feel it.
forth day, tiramisu night, freaking greentea tiramisu, candles.
a real man respects his girl and protects her.
fifth day, eyes on you, every single second, i'll never forget what you've told me. and thanks for our photos.
2 weeks after today,would it still last,i wonder.

you're lovely.

-10-

few days after,
sitting on sofa,blogging in a my dark living room,
it's kinda....romantic==
these few days,
a stupid presentation drawing,i just gt 3 out of 10,it spoils my mood exactly.
im afraid i cnt get the tuition fee discount,for me,i just wanna use it for travelling,arhhh
archi.history will be having a trip to sarawak probably.
always struggling on design, last project of this sem,a portable,movable shelter,to fill in a person.
have to waste so much money again to buy all materials, and lastly the most important part, presentation board. judges were just simply taking a look on it or even terribly they dont bother about how's your design and keep censuring you and your board,'what kind of board is this?' ...
life is always not under our expectation.

Enjoying chating with somebody until 1.30.
and, ya,a lovely webcam tonight. haha.
when someone put so much of cares on the thing you gave her,even it's small,and she carries it every day and night.how's your feeling. great,and....getting deeper,haha.
llife is always touched by someone  ,hopefully you're touched by me tooooo.

night.
friday again.

-4th-

my china friend aka ex-roommate,i didnt expect he can do any good favor to me since he likes smoking,carlsberg,online game every day though i've been here for 2 months,BUT,thankful to his consideration like giving me fine wardrobe,bottom bed,automatically switch off light and sound when i sleep,talking with me in good manner,dint angry of me closing and open door frequently every morning and night,haha,use his washing machine,changing light tube,and lastly he left his speaker here,haha,too heavy for him to bring back to china,so,yea,im lucky i think, he is GONGJUN. surely i will visit him not now.
the starting 4 days of 2013, did i manage to think and handle everything in brand new 2013 and 21st ' ways?
did i plan and decide as well as determine something rationally or depending mood like the pasts?
im still wondering ...im still working myself up..and im still learning and doing..
2011 to 2012,the word 'change' always be kept in my stubborn and ego mind until 2013.keep it on.i think one day i will truely and definitely realize the true meaning of 'change'.
201314,have you told ur beloved? i havent. it's not a suitable numbering i should say. there's still a bridge.Passing it ,time's needed.
First futsal game in 2013 just now,freaking qio.
you know,everybody pursue his/her dream using their own ways.I used to think of all kind of stupid things to fulfill my 'what should i do in the year' list. I was just too young when thinking all of them,but im just too old when i think that all those are childish and wont be happened in such a shameful ways. wtf,im still young, aint i??? so,apologize to those who're ridiculed by me that always doing childish matter,u have your own thoughts. I used to not be a person who like to judge others,didnt i? so,still the same,live for yourself,live your life,but not to be selfish,sometimes,i think occasional selfishness is still with me.trying to throw it out.
Midnight blogging are always irrational and emotional and unacceptable.
awaiting Les Miserable tomorrow, my anne hathaway.
and somehow i think that....1 month and 5 days of waiting is just too long. i cnt wait. u know,time's always the key factor of everything's changes.ya,TIME!!!
let nature takes its course? this's always the way i can be so optimistic in my life,yet, initiative is indispensable.
yea,goodnight,
im enjoyed in blogging under a desk lamp,blowing in of wind from windows in front of my desk,light off (off  automatically,electrical problem ==) if fortunately i cn stay here for 3 yrs, life's indeed great.

-2013前夕-

2012之照~
帮我拍这张照的人很了不起~

年头说到年尾
成功当上国光的临教，教早上班，5K
我爱教，爱说话，爱和学生沟通，
可是我其实不是适合老师的生活的人，我不喜欢在学校的感觉
半年的'教书生涯'其实过得不是普通的快。真的。
每天来回，吃饭，webcam，睡觉，就酱。
我不善于和学校里的老师沟通是真的。
2月去泰国bangkok。
3月成绩出,我没有人家喜悦和悲伤,我还感到侥幸,我很像没有其他人努力.
drumset和画画，谢谢两位老师。
4月，下午班，2J , 教的时候很无奈和生气,回想起却非常有趣。
你们都很可爱，老师说对不起呀如果有打骂你们。
教书教到6月结束。
6月再去槟城，我相信那是我一辈子都不会忘记的曾经。很快乐。对吧？
当了半年的老师，后几个月还是老师。补习老师。
家教，补习中心，教琴。我不会忘记那班创价的学生。
我在那里教得很开心，1年的时间，你们很棒。
7月大学出,我中ump,environmental tech,不是我想要的读来干嘛。
我从小就要读archi,可是别人从小由如此的志愿,就会很拼命的努力.
我没有。
8月,和jun两个人10天背包sabah，大自然的魅力，要考潜水执照。嗯快了。
旅行永远都是人生奋斗的目标
嗯，持续了两三年，结束了，是我的错。
9月，每个人进本地大学了，我呢，还在教书，赚的钱呢？我也不懂。。
10月，张副校长，感谢你，在国光，很清醒有她
月尾，开始上课。我读我爱的东西。没有人懂我读的学校是哪间，
可是我懂这里的archi其实不简单。不好小看。不输人。
学校upgrade成uni，我觉得我很幸运。
每天都在画~功课其实刚刚好,就是last minute才有动力.哈。
12月,演奏会，赶上赶下不后悔。一份挂念，我心里有数。
是那种感觉，没错。
对的人还是错的人呢  感觉性格兴趣相处很对 哪里错
执着下去，失败也值得。
我一直相信只要是真心地为人付出，叫舍得，不亏欠自己。
继续加油吧。
31号，一直画一直画，
电话一起倒数，呵呵。
我说我会加油，只怕你一口拒绝。
明天新一天，新一年！

21岁不简单！